AH :(

gue benci banget sumpaaaaaaaaaaah. tau ga sih gua sekarang jadi berubah. bangun tidur udah cek hape ada sms dr dia apa ga. langsung cek twitter nya. sedangkan dia sendiri enak enakan sama temen-temennya. sms gua gadibales. anjir bgt taugak sih. mental bocah!

oh seriously he's suck

you know right about him. he's now not my friend anymore. he's now my boyfriend. but it's suck! he doesn't make me happy like when i'm being his friend. it's a little bit annoying. he bugging me. oh fyi, he made my last midtest's score was lower than before. it's very very making me frustated. you know, i was always thinking about him and one girl. haha they're fucking perfect. you know she's funny, he's funny, but only to his friend. isn't it very very suck? i'm his girlfriend but he often making me happy, smile, or laugh. he was always make me sad. i crying all night long. don't eat much because i don't want to. seriously it's very annoy me. i regret to be his girlfriend if he doesn't made me happy, laugh, or out of this stress! fuck you guys. i hate you guys. very hate you.

i don't know what should i do to you again. i have doing my best. but you never realize. i was changed. but now i just turn back to my old me. you, as my boyfriend, didn't made me better. but badder. hate you. hate this. hate her. fuck you guys. seriously fuck you.

FUCK

AAAAAAAAA mau belajar, ngerjain tugas, pengen fokus. maunya sih di support sama PACAR. tapi orangnya terlalu sibuk sama urusannya

udah berapa pelajaran yang gua korbanin? gua cape diem terus. gua kecewa garagara ini udah menyangkut nilai.

buangbuang waktu, air mata, buat apa coba? orangnya aja malah ketawa ketawa isengin cewe lain dan temantemannya. siapatuh?

tapi kalau diblog ya buat apa? males apus deh. itu justru bikin gua inget kalau gua gaboleh ngebiarin nilai gua turun

kalau gua se brengsek dulu, pasti bakal lebih mudah. tapi masalahnya gua udah stuck suka sama seorang cowo.dan sumpah ini yg paling kompleks

lebih perhatian sama temen temen dibanding pacarnya. siapatuh?

kalau ditegur, ujungnya gua yang bakal dimarahin. siapatuh?

kurang menghargai apa coba? dia baik banget sama temen"nya. seru. temen"nya dibikin ketawa tiap hari. gua dibikin nangis tiap hari.siapatuh?

please ya tweet gua ini gak menuju ke satu orang ko. ga subjektif. ini objektif. fakta. apa adanya.

gua kira dengan ngebaikin orang itu, semua bakal balik lagi kaya dulu. nyatanya? malah MENEL sama cewe laen. dih. bilang gua menel padahal?

kemana sih cewe yang dulu gua kenal ceria banget? kaya gaada beban hidup? cuekan, fokus sama pelajaran? udah terkubur sama bullshit itu?

lu berdua ya, ngeganggu banget sumpaaah

a big GTFO for the one who made my score lower!

btw tentang gue, gue udah membiarkan 2 orang gapenting ini bikin nilai gua turun

kelebihan lu dan dia beda. mungkin dia di cantik dan skill. siapatau lu punya sesuatu yang lebih? cheer up~

kalau lu jelek dan cewe itu cantik, terus kenapa? apa dengan lu jelek lu mati? kan engga. setiap orang punya kelebihan masing masing

gua lebih suka lu yang dulu loh. cewe yang kuat, yang buat nangisin cowo aja butuh waktu lama. ga kaya sekarang. lemah. lembek. payah

bilang apa gue ke nyokap nilai turun gini? 'MAMA AKU PACARAN DAN SAKIT HATI' gitu? lu harus tau ne nilai gua turun drastis